Yayi

'Yayi' is the term for datuk in javanese as my father is purely jawa...hehehe..Actually i was not so close to my grandparents..as we able to meet them once a year (during raya only)..so after kawen..4 yrs after that...i hardly visit him due to commitment,kejela,examla,tunggu turn tahun raya balik kampung hubby or mine...so basically mmg x jumpe after kawen...before that he was quite berisi..n able to sit n eat..as he had history of stroke (which he can't speak at all) n had heart operation..so in july, he collapsed n papa sent him to hospital in jb..n few days later he was discharged n papa took him to our home in BP...mase tu i feel so regret coz i dont have the chance to see him all past 4 yrs n i cried coz i was shocked when i saw him was soooo thin n sooo weak!..but i managed took care of him...the day i was going to KL,i looked into his eyes..he looked so sad n refused to let me go (as he kept holding my hand n the isyarat jgn pergi)..i still remember that his appointment with doctor suppose to be the the next day.. i also check his appoinment card n i knew that he was 87 yrs old..so i took our picture for the last time...n that nite my mother called me that he passed away...so we rushed to pengerang JB n done the funeral..during the funeral my uncle mentioned that actually he was 92 yrs old!coz mase dulu2 IC lambat dikeluarkan..

semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat...amin...