stagnant life

i do feel now my life in a stagnant lane.i do feel when life becomes stagnant in every way,how do u get it unstuck?i know being a muslim,i need to be better every day onwards. but anyhow it comes soo daily routine n stagnant.i do feel i want to change my job prospect -to be involved in football team.somehow people's interest can change from time to time.n suddenly im so obsessed with football.dunno y..maybe i treat a lot of footballers at my dept.hurmm wat else?n for the first time i worked on sunday which i havent do for the past 4yrs.huh.this is all to unblog my stagnant life!n now i will hit the gym after office hours n i dun feel its a burden coz to get rid of the feelings.oh how damn akward.n i do also feel the life is a circle of life its just about the cycle of life.yes i do feel life is too short to wake up in the morning n feel regrets.oh God please save me..n i read in a book they said if u want to be matured ,u have to add 10yrs from ur current age.hurmm sounds logic though..yess i really feel this life is on a wheel..in another years u have to send n fetch ur children to school..then when they enter university i will become alone at home..then they get married,i have to babysit my grandchildren..then the last is to die.yes this life is damn short..probably estimated i able to live like for another 30-40yrs more.n guess wat its damn short i tell u!

gentle reminder for myself..

KAYA sebelum MISKIN,
SIHAT sebelum SAKIT,
MUDA sebelum TUA,
LAPANG sebelum SEMPIT,
HIDUP sebelum MATI.