at this point of life...

.... i feel education really important in ur life.no doubt.but whats more important to survive in this life is living skills.career n job wise also crucial to guarantee happy life for a lifetime.it doesnt work to tell school students 'belajar rajin2 utk mencapai cita2' wtf?i wont tell my kid this way.trust me they dun even have real dream job to be.huh.

... i feel confused whenn people said 'jgn fikir yg kita akan bahagia dgn apa yg kita x miliki skrg' does that mean we cant try or take risks for better future?i wonder how this philosophy really works.hurmm..coz i want to change my job prospect! n of course im scared to lose for wat i had now.OMG help me.pftttttt

...i feel every marriage life has the same story.i wonder how people easily tell thier misery about marriage life to me.i dun need to hear that coz i have my own too.cerita command yg dengar,laki suka main perempuan,laki kawen 3 n duduk 1 rumah.wow!yg ni aku terkejut coz she told me herself,n plg normal n biasa suami xtlg isteri buat kerja2 rumah.its ok to be normal in that way.huh but 1 dlm 10 ada suami yg rajin.how now?huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa verangan jeklaaa

...i dun want n wish not to have another kid.i dunno.maybe im scared to raise them 'alone'.yes i tell u its more to mother's burden to raise them.n i admit that im not strong enough.anyway quality is more important than quantity.hehe btw feel weird those who have 5 kids or more.she is must be super mom.n im not!!-sorry-

...i feel every person in this world has the same life,same routine to do n whats make the difference is the character n attitude each person.

...i like to do self-reflection of me in the past n for another 10yrs to come..life is too short to wake up with regrets.i feel it does not matter where u start but where n how u end up this life in a good n happy ending.am i right?

...yes i know im thinking too muchhhh n starting over is aint an easy job!!