BABY

As year of 2008 passed by...actually i am more afraid thinking that i still dun have a baby!actually its kinda irritating if i go anywhere especially makcik kepoh kept asking me 'bile nak ada baby..jgn merancang tau' n everybody taught we plan our pregnancy but we don't do that!mungkin tak ada rezekila..in fact bukan makcik kepoh jerk..my patients also did just like that!siap rekemen lagi mana bomoh yg bagos ke..tpt yg bagos nak g berubat ker..well..i dun really agree with all these craps..adeke makan jely sirap n sireh leh pregnant?hellooo...if u dun have sex then how come the baby produce?hantu agaknya..heheh..

btw the point is..i have seen gynycologist n i knew i have irregular period..so mkn la chlomid tu..ok fine the period cycle back to normal..but after few months it happens again..-sigh- ni sume kejadian ALLAH..so that was the first step to eat chlomid..then if unsuccessful,go for second option that is laparoscopy..wich the DR will make small incision kat bwh navel tu..to check whether the ovum is matured or tak ada ker..or sikit ke..or abnormal ke..n blah2..BUT of course-la mcm biasa im afraid to undergo this OP (as im not risk taker by injured myself with Operation..heheh so silly of me :( )



ok then go for this IVF treament...where the ovum n sperma fertilized outside the rahim n put back inside the rahim..most of the procedures are successful infact u can get twins!huhuh but the cost so pricey!bout 10k ..



so..the other step is to adopt baby!but my hubby refused this...coz org cakap adopt baby nanti murah rezeki to get our own baby...but hey!its 2009 now..n by 5th june we are been married for 5 yrs!so scarryyy meh...coz aku dgr ramai org cerita dapat baby for 10 yrs or even 20yrs..hohoho mase tu umur aku 40 thn anak baru standard 1..~~pewww~~ watever it is i really envy for those yg dapat baby..sometimes they exaggerate by taking lottsss of pics of their baby with digi camera SLR somemore!meluat pun ade gak..but i wonder if i had a baby, i will b just like them too! so..the morale is jgnla...buang baby merata..kalau x nak give me!



* now i know y unmarried people get stressed when they kept asking 'bile nak kawen??' coz its just same bout me! 'bile nak ade baby??' uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa