no time?

wahhh it has been awhile... really i dun have time to blog everytime i need to blog uwaaa i guess twitter n istagram become my mobile diary but yet this blog is all about me.hurmmm n im updating through iphone via office wifi.thanks wifi.oh btw im bz decorating n cleaning the house include the small porch garden hurmmm oh i admit that im not interested at all in gardening n i dun have any skills or not intended to have the skills hahhha ok thats all i guess rumbling bout my feelings as tomorrow is merdeka day! n open houses 3 days in a row woot woot gain more weight hell yeah!

RAYA story

 first raya in batu pahat.after 2 yrs the family members complete!yeyyy

 

 then we headed to papa's kampung at Pengerang Johor.he said this might be the last time we go there before the house n the whole kampung been demolished for oil n gas development by end of this year.so sayonara my kampung :(( oh the above pic we had picnic before reached the hot n sunny kampung.

 with cousins n relatives :)

then we had stayed for 2nights at Thistle JB n this is the view from our room..

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mia enjoyed swimming :)

Raya talks

oh wow...alhamdullilah..raya is just around the corner n i guess everybody bz do preparation for hari raya including me:) so far i have 4 sets kurung,new scarfs,n had done rebonding as well as menicure n pedicure.huhu i guess this year im over-excited to celebrate it coz we are going back to my hometome batupahat n all the family members are there!yey..but this year i dun buy any raya cookies coz i dun find any interesting n nice taste...oh btw i do feel sad coz ramadhan gonna leave us soon n i really wish i could reborn n have a brand new of me.plez syaitan stay away from me!eerkkk 

oh anyway..during this eid mubarak i have one big mission.it is to visit my relatives as many as i can.i want to build up the relationship among my aunts,uncles n cousins.coz according to hadith if u want to live longer in  this world,we have to get together with our relatives.this is a promise from Allah which qadar can be changed based on this.as im not into kinda of person to get together or contact my relatives,i guess this is the best time for me to do so..i dunno y..but i do realized my parents not so-well-encourage me to do so.i dunno how to explain this.coz i can compared with my MIL.she really put an effort to visit or contact or do activities together with cousins,cousins' cousin or aunty's cousin..u know wat i mean its some sort like that.thats y,no doubt my in law's parents can live now until 80 yrs old.n the moyang can live up to 90+.well it is just an example anyway that can be followed :)

so last but not least Happy Hari raya,maaf zahir n batin  n be safe during this festive season :)) see u all the week after raya :))

Iftar

Subhanallah! ramadhan goes by so fast....so whats ur menu for iftar?for me i used to just buy food at bazaar ramadhan..n i always hunting for kuih or mee.so far for iftar, only 4days i take rice.hihi basically i dun have chance to have iftar outside,or dining out ,or eat nice buffet...

first week iftar we went to nandos at setia city mall.

the next week went to cousins house n on sunday had iftar at my eldest sis house.we watched Dato LCW badminton match

on top: LCW won 21-15 n below lost 19-21. for me he didn't lose.he got silver medal for God's sake!huh

then yesterday,family in law n grandparents had iftar at my house.

lamb grill,tauhu n hotdogs grill.

MIL made laksam.nyummy

n today i had iftar at my workplace while celebrating the orphan children..

p/s: hows ur body weight?increase or reduce?mine just maintain! huahuahuahua

So far so good.

hye there!it has been a while...anyway my fasting month so far so good...never missed any sahur yet :) n sometimes i cook the meals for sahur..oh btw i also did terawih.n this is the first time i go to the surau nearby..n i realized i only meet my neighbour once in  a full moon.u know what i mean is the moment we met is the moment we got into our cars n open the gate n wave hands n then drove off!n i realized the last time i talked to my neighbour was a year ago! exactly! last year raya's gathering.oh no! I'm a bad neighbour! but dun blame me.coz the neighbourhood surrounding difficult for us to get together as all the people are working parents n have small kids!i can say we all just stay at home n do our own business. we rarely bumped to each other.furthermore on my left n right side still vacant.so who wants to be my neighbour?hehe so by going to surau i hope i can chit chat a little bit to break the ice before raya comes!hehe last but not least happy fasting people :))

House cleaning

month of ramadhan is just around the corner...so wats ur plan to welcome it?few tips given are do house cleaning,buy new clothes,read quran and do night prays..oh talking about house cleaning,im doing it for this whole one week before fasting month arrives! so far im planning to paint the staircase wall n put up frames on the wall..for tonite, planning to clean n wipe the dust at fan.there are 8 fans in the house yo! *patah tgn!* n tomorrow would be cleaning,organizing n decluttering in the computer room..n the day after tomorrow i want to go buy grocerries for stock 1 month.have to blend the dried chillies n onions so that easy for me to cook.wohooo.. the reason im doing all this before fasting month comes is i want to focus on ibadah puasa n terawih at nights..insyallah.

 n i dun want to be like this... :P hehe

over-thinking

i am an overthinking person.wohooo.self-admit :P .sometimes i wonder y i wonder so much.everything happens must have if,ifs n ifss.not forgotten with but,buts, and butts.but somehow i get confused with myself..am i cautiously aware?or being paranoid?or  just planning for myself in details?hehe when i overthink,it is like im creating something that wasn't there at the first place..it is like creating n instill fear in myself. *sigh* more often than not,overthinking just make things worse n becomes the number 1 cause of stress! n i feel like overthinking is mentally killed.sometimes we just have to follow our heart...but bring along the brain too! --eh2 sounds like overthinking again?kahkahkahkah